Good Bye (?)

Hey guys, I don't really know why I still keep posting on here if nobody comments and stuff.

I don't know, this blog seems kinda pointless... so I think I'm gonna stop posting stuff on here.

If anyone is really interested in my writing then here is my wattpad:

http://www.wattpad.com/user/WillyWalrus

If you are interested in my art, then follow me on instagram @WillyWalrus1997

I also post art on my twitter, and sometimes little clips of my writing so if you're interested in that then follow me @WillyWalrus23

So yeah, I guess this is goodbye? I'm not sure.

But anyways, goodbye and thanks to anyone who actually took the time to look through this blog :)

- Willy (:3=

November Check-in: Happy Thanksgiving! etc.

Hey hey hey! It's been a while everyone and I just wanna say Happy Thanksgiving!!! :D

I have got so much to tell you guys, at least I think so... idk o_o

Well anyways... I can't really upload art bc on this computer it is super hard to find pictures and all this crap, it's all complicated and shizzle.

So um yeahhhh, Thanksgiving break is almost at an end and I am super duper sad, especially because I have to do 2 essays and possibly more math >:(

Does anyone else have homework over break? T_T
It totally blows.

What have I been up to during Thanksgiving? Well what any other teenage girl would be up to:
Reading lots of boy x boy stories on Wattpad.

Shout out to all the homies who read boy x boy stories!!! I love you all!!! :)

Something really weird and interesting happened though. I was going through Wattpad searching for tasty boy love stories, when I come upon a story called: Confessions of a Gay Disney Prince. And I think to myself: well this sounds interesting. So I start to read it, and I end up LOVING IT, but then about 5 pages in I realize that it's a Larry Stylinson fan fic. I was so caught off-guard, because I am the person who mocks 1D fans, the person who says "psshhh One Direction? Are you kidding me?" I am one of the last people to ever read a 1D fan fic. But because this story is so in-depth with it's characters and is so freakin' good, I keep on reading it. Before I know it, I start to look into One Direction. I now know all their names, and have seen videos of them, and have seen "Larry Stylinson" moments.

And that's when I got sucked in a pitiful black hole of despair filled with cute english boys and raging fan girls.

I even got hooked on the song Night Changes, and played it like 20x yesterday, plus even learned how to play it on ukulele.

So what I'm saying is that, I now understand the big hype about One Direction:

They're extremely attractive english boys.

I am not a big fan of their music though. I do really like Night Changes, and Steal My Girl is frikkin' catchy as hell, but overall their music is not very appealing to me. I also can't help smiling every time I hear Louise sing because he sounds like a girl.

When I first heard Louise's voice in an interview I started to laugh, because I really didn't expect his voice to be so high-pitched, and I also didn't expect Harry's to be low.

I'm pretty sure that my 2 favorites are Niall and Harry because they both seem very sweet, plus Niall is irish and I love the irish, also, Harry has GREEN EYES. AAHHHH!!!! I fuckin' love green eyes!!!

But anyways, the fan fic that I'm reading right now is probably going to be the only Larry fan fic I read- but then again I may not keep that promise o_o

The fact that I'm reading a Larry fan-fic is super weird to me still, but it's so fuckin' good that I am literally dying on the inside while I wait for it to update.

This sort of brings me to the next thing I wanted to talk about. I'm just going to tell you straight-out that I'm a very spiritual person. Energy crystals, the universe, chakras, I believe in all that good stuff.

So, I was reading Lee Harris's November energy report, and what it says is: Let go of the old habits and change into the new, gain a new perspective, do not be afraid and don't judge yourself too harshly.

I feel like this is what I- and a lot of other people are going through right now.

I've been feeling anxious about school and see now that I need to work hard, and a new semester is coming up so it'll give me a chance to be re-born in a way. It also connects to the One Direction thing. As I said, it's very weird that I'm reading a Larry fan-fic, and have sort of come to judge myself. Like:"Oh you're reading this, really?" But, so what? This is exactly was Lee Harris is saying. Don't judge yourself too harshly, leave old habits!

Reading this fan-fic has caused me to gain a new perspective- The perspective of crazy 1D fans. Now that I understand the hype, I will probably never judge a 1D fan ever again. I am actually excited to talk about this with my friend who is a One Direction fan when I get back to school.

It's okay to be girly, it's okay to be into 1D, there is nothing wrong with it. This is what I'm going through right now, letting go of old judgements and coming into new light.

Hahaha didn't think I could get deep with a Larry Stylinson fan-fic did ya?

Well anyways, that's what's been going on, and this check-in is already long enough soooo perhaps I should end it soon.

I am so sorry that I am unable to post art here, but I post almost all my art on Instagram, so please follow me if interested. I have also begun being more active on Twitter so if you would like to see what I post follow me @WillyWalrus23.

If you're also interested in the fan-fic I'm reading right now, and would like to get sucked in with me then click here.

Alright, thank you all for listening to me blabber on :)
Have a wonderful Thanksgiving break, I love you all!

- Willy (:3=

Back in school: CHECK-IN

         Hey guys, I am back in school :'(

I can't believe that I'm a Junior already!!! I'm so glad! Only 1 more frikkin year to go before I am free!!!
So anyways, since it's junior year I don't wanna slack off anymore, I gotta be disciplined. I'm going to turn in all my work on time, and keep working after school like I have been so far. I'm working harder this year because, they say Junior year is the year colleges mostly look at, and also because if I get good grades I'll get a new computer!!! Then I can finally post stuff on here ;o;

Well, then again I could post stuff of my drawings by taking pics, but the thing is, this is my mom's comp and if I upload any more pictures on to her comp, it's gonna be slower then it already is >:T

So yeah, I guess the only thing I can really post on here is my writing o_o

So I guess you'll be seeing more writing from me then? I'm not really sure... :T

Oh well, we'll just have to see. I've been sick for the past week also, and it's been miserable but I'm finally getting better by drinking tea with honey and lemon. It works like a charm. Seriously you should try it, its great for soar throats.

Besides all this stuff, I'm going to be going to The Kooks concert this friday at the House of Blues!!! AAAHHH!!! I'm so excited, I fuckin' love The Kooks! @_@!
And after that... I believe I may be going to see Paul Mccartney as weeellll :)

Oh! Also, my friend and I made a bombin song on the uke, which I will most likely post on here. I wrote the lyrics and also showed him the rythym but he added more fling and it came out amazing o_o

So yeah, that's what's been going on in the land of Walrus :P

Hope your lives are filled with love and happiness
Sincerely,
                 Willy Walrus
                                                                               

HeY

Heyyy you guys, so my comp suddenly started working again??? But honestly I'm only gonna use it to draw and upload shiz so yeah enjoy :)

Writing: Sock People

Hey guys, I recently bought 3 books and finished 2 of those in 2 days. I've been doing nothing but reading, and since I've been reading, that inspired me to write, so expect some writing from me. It has truly been wonderful just sitting and reading by my window, letting the sunlight pour in while eating strawberries or cherries :)

Heres a writing piece from my thought journal I wrote a while ago:

      While I was folding my clothes today, and soon started folding my socks... I started thinking how maybe socks are somehow like people.

      You start off with a pair but over time it gets lost, the other sock, that is, and it finds a new sock. So now you have a mismatched pair. I thought that the pair represented friends, like when you first start out with someone you really like, but for whatever reason you get separated. Perhaps you fought, or had to move, maybe they weren't the person you thought they were, and so you left or maybe they did. This does not matter though, because you've found a new sock, and it's better than the one you had before, or you just found someone new to be with. You didn't always have to be with the same person, you can be with someone new, and maybe you'll like them more, but then again, what happens when that sock gets lost too? You would then have to find another one, and become a different mismatched pair than the one you were before.

That's how life is though, people come in and out. You can't expect to stay with the same match forever. It's a sort of sad thing really, because sometimes you really want to stay with that person but you simply cannot. But you must not fret, because there will always be plenty of socks to make a new pair with.

- Willy Walrus (:3=

SUMMER!

Woohoo!!! :D

Summer is finally here! My first frikkin day of freedom! And what better way to celebrate it then by going to the Del Mar Fair :D

Yessss, I haven't been to the fair in forever O_O

So yeah, that's gonna be fun. I may have to go to summer school but that's alright, nothing I can't handle :)

I cannot wait to do so many things! I will hopefully also be hanging out with my best bro on Monday just chillin and kickin it back, jammin on the uke owo

Anyways, I got my tablet disc back so you may be seeing more art now, wooooo!!! Also, I'll take some pics of my traditional art but yea owo

I also got offered a job to scan comic pages, which sounds pretty cool because I could learn something and it fits my interests more, but yeah if I don't get that job then I'll be working at a cafe/hookah bar/art store which also sounds fun (ouo)/

Alright, well that's what's going on with my life right now thx for listening or not listening o_o

Love u sweet thanngggggsss! :)
Comment or not

- willy walrus (:3=

Monthly Letter #1

Hey guys, just wanted to let you in on a little thing~

So my neighbor and I use to be childhood friends, but now, (of course) we're not so close. We talked a bit even after we were kids but anyways, for some wild reason I decided to send him a letter.

 It's not a love letter or anything, it was just a letter with a music recommendation in it. I recommended System of a Down to him since I know he was going through a bit of a screamo phase, but anyways I sent my first letter out this Saturday or Sunday not sure...

I don't know if he knows it's me, I feel like he probably does but I'm hoping he doesn't? I mean then again I wouldn't really care if he knew it was me soooo... whatever? So I think I've decided to do this: once a month just send him a letter with a music recommendation in it.

Again: I'm not sure why I'm doing this. I think partly its because I want him to feel special in a way...? Because I mean, if someone sent you a letter I think you would feel special. I think the other part of it is that, I miss us being close, like he was a really cool friend to have, and it makes me a little sad that we've grown apart. Then again, maybe I should just let it go?

But again, I feel like I need to have one last go, like maybe this will somehow build a bond between us?
Anyways, thanks for listening to me drag on :)

*comment! (or not I still luv u) c:

- WALRUS (:3=

CHECK IN: Summer, no tablet, stuff

Hey you guys, I am alive! I know I haven't written a post in A LONNGGG TIME but I am back, and I'm just here to tell you what's been going on.

Ok so first off, my computer finally stopped working, so I've been using my mom's, but it sucks because I can't use my tablet. I've tried to install the drive into my mom's mac, but you can no longer do that, you can only install it into the new OS X so yeahhh.... Don't expect any digital art from me, until I get a new laptop.

This doesn't mean I'll completely stop drawing though, of course I'll be doing traditional art, taking pics of it, and uploading it onto here. Back to the "old fashioned way," and since summer is almost here (YES!!! :D) I'll be drawing WAY more, I get out on June 19, so yeah expect lots of art from me :)

I would also like to tell you that this summer I will also be working on getting my youtube series: Rebel Records up and running! I am so excited to work on it, and hopefully I can upload the first episode on youtube as well :) I may be a little too optimistic though, because it does take  LONG WHILE to do stuff like this, plus I need a new laptop so yea... we'll see if that works out '.'

On a more personal note:
I got asked out on a date for the FIRST time ever in my whole life, I couldn't believe it and I was super weirded out because I have the sexual appeal of a wombat and the awkwardness of a salamander o_o

But yea, the first time was through text which I called him a weenie for, but the second time he actually asked me in person which was better, but yeah I turned him down both times. I don't really feel like dating anyone, plus I am friends with him, but I don't KNOW him too well. So yeah, pretty cray shizzle, I've been single this long not gonna stop being single now :)

Also fun fact that you didn't know, there are no fun facts :D haha no in all seriousness, I play the ukulele and the bass, but lately I've been playing the ukulele more. Anyways, so far on the ukulele I have 6 songs! I need 6 more to make a full album!!! Ahhh!!! So yea, I've been working on getting 12 songs so I can work on my album on garage band this summer. Hopefully I will have it finished and completed this summer so you guys can hear it :)

I am super duper excited, thank you guys for hearing me ramble on, or for not hearing me ramble on whateves it's cool I still love you either way uwu

Alright that's all that's happened or happening in my life right now, bye love you darlings :)

- Walrus (:3=

Check-in/Poem

   Hey guys, so today is gonna be busy busy busy! I'm making pins working on my comic, and making T-shirt designs for Anime Conji. Hopefully I can get A LOT done, because it's almost here ;w;

So yes, and also, I wrote a poem so please, enjoy. :)

She Wishes

She wishes she knew why the world was the way it is

She wishes she could understand why the sun made her skin feel warm, it was like his rays of light were arms, and they were wrapping themselves around her, making her feel like she belonged

She wishes she could go back to when life was nothing but painting on tissue trees, playing scooter-bike-tag, and catching little butterflies in a jar, but at the end always setting them free

She wishes she had never read her sister’s diary

She wishes she could think reality is real, but she’ll just have to keep on pretending cause’ it makes her heal

She wishes that the moon would talk back to her, and maybe it did

Maybe it was sending morse code through the stars, but she just didn’t know how to read them

She wishes she could read the stars, so she could tell the moon to send her a falling one and she could ride it all the way to the neverending blackness of space

Just ride on a shooting star, into nothingness, never having to go back to anything

Just nothingness

That would be good

Then perhaps she could find out if the stars were really glowing angels like she thought, or maybe it was something more miraculous than that

She wished that she could go to the edge of the world and scream at the sky, just because she could, just to hear what the inside of her sounded like

She wishes she could lay down on the soil, and slowly sink into it, becoming one with the Earth, because that is how it should be

She wishes she could say that his eyes were like wishy washy windows after the rain, but she couldn’t because she had never met him, so she’ll just have to write a song about it until then

She wishes he would tell her he loved her more than being seventeen

She wishes she could find out if she had any past lives, and if this was her last one, because she often felt that the reason why she had it so good was because it really was her last

She wishes she could drown in Alex Turner’s voice, and wishes she could dance to Julian Casablanca’s voice forever, and marry Karen O’s voice

She wishes she could become a fairy, a ever lovely creature that just floated and tip toed on flower stems, and hid in the crackling bark of the trees

She wishes she could go to London and find the second star to the right so she could go to Neverland with her sister

She wishes she knew why sometimes all of a sudden she felt like crying

Maybe she was absorbing someone’s energy, or maybe she just wanted to cry for no reason  other than to cry

She wishes she could hop on the clouds and take a nap on them

She wishes she could know everyone’s story, because everyones got one to tell

She wishes she didn’t care about her teeth becoming yellowed by coffee

She wished she could stop thinking that life was so fake, and that her dreams were more real

She wishes that the boy with dirty blonde hair, and blotchy aqua eyes, who kept doing tricks on his skateboard were still close, like they once were

Back when he would come over to her house, for her little violin concerts, or to watch movies

Back when she had her scooter, and he would be pleading her to let him take it for a spin

Back when he would ask her what to say to his girlfriend when he texted her

Now it was just summoning up the courage to go up and talk to him every once in a while, and on days she did talk to him, she was glad that she had, because she missed him

She wished that the sky wasn’t so big, so she didn’t have to feel so small

And that, her eyelids had sparkles on them everyday, so then she could tell people that she was made of the galaxy’s dust

She wishes she could go to the playground, and go on that spinny thing, and just spin without an end, the world focusing on her, as it blurred out from view

She wishes she could see all the intricate designs of everything around her

She wished she could go back to wishing on twinkle twinkle little star, and not just wishing all the time because according to Disney:

When you wish upon a star

Makes no difference who you are

Anything your heart desires

Will come to you

And if your heart is in your dream

No request is too extreme

When you wish upon a star

Your dreams come true

But perhaps there weren’t enough to make a wish on, so she’ll throw coins into fountains, and when an eyelash falls she’ll be there to catch it, or wrestle for it

She’ll pick every dandelion her hands can hold, fill her lungs with air, and breathe out onto them, so all of their dandelion fluff will be carried by the wind

And then new ones would grow that way there would be more wishes to go around, and maybe the world wouldn’t be so empty, because there would always be something to wish on

Sister and I doodles :)

I doodled with my sister :D

(c)walwal (:3=
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Sunday Check-In

Yooo guysss, just checkin in 

Jesus, I got a ton of homework especially chemistry, but also Humanities. We have this huge packet we have to do to study for our philosophy mid-term, bleehhhh

I should seriously do it to get it out of the way, but seriously it's Sunday

Well, besides having an elephant's shit worth of homework T_T... I'm finally going to the record store today! :D

I'm going to take a BUNCH of pics inside and out of the record store for reference for my comic. I can finally get freaking started on this thing!!!

I hope to have at least a couple of drafts for the Anime Conji, so I can show some work. The comic is more of a story board though, because I actually want this to become into a web series on youtube. It won't be animated... but sort of, and there will be people doing the voices and everything.

What sucks is that, I can't really spend any money because I want to get a mac to record everything on garage band, and that costs like 2000 dlrs 0_0 but I really want this to happen so yeah.

I think at home depot they have those spongy things too for a recording studio, at least I hope.
Well whateves, when the time comes to worry about that shit I will, but for now, yeah I'm gonna get my "comic" started! :)

So yeah, that's what's currently going on in my life, what's been going on in yours?

- Walrus (:3= <3

Rebel Records Characters

    
        One of the characters that is going to be in my youtube series Rebel Records :)
Don't know what her name is yet ;n;

(c) Walwal (:3=

Art DUMP 1

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooo art dummmppp
(c) Walrus (:3=

Kawaii Cry

God I love how this turned out.

Kawaii Cry <3
(c) walwal (:3=

*Edited with ipiccy*

FINALLY BACK

       Whoaaa hey you guys~

I haven't posted or written anything on here since Christmas, wow. Jesus. I know I've been long a LONG time, but the truth was that I was grounded for a really long time, but whatever. Now I'm back!!! A lot of things have happened, I got a new phone, and I'm going to be showing at this year's Anime Conji, April 18-20 so yea. 

But yes, I'm back and ready to post my art,songs, and whatever else I want to. 

Here is May, me and my friend's character. She's a beach babe ;) and so, I drew her in 3 different kinds of bathing suits. 

~Please feel free to use this as reference~